Desperatly need to get this out.

I'm spilling, because I am so done with the bullshit that is the morning class of our shop. it's so ridiculous that at this point i really need to wonder why any of them are there... besides like three people who repeadtly prove they should be there. we got an agenda for the week, cool. follow it. there are like, 4 groups that need to make their film, that's one group per day on the mac to edit because the films are already shot. or do the make up work. NOT SIT AROUND AND PLAY CARDS WHEN THERE IS A SHOW TO BE STRUCK IN THE AUDITORIUM YOU LAZY MOTHER FUCKERS. does this class realize that the only reason this fucking mainstage went up was because of the dedication of the senior class and the senior class cleaning up after them and the senior class taking on jobs that they were "overwhelmed" with work. bullshit. i have no sympathy. i've earned my keep and i did three jobs this show and i didn't have an emotional breakdown. anyway. so, while they were sitting there not doung any of the things in the cirriculm that was sent (keep in mind, the mainstage was NOT in my cirrculm) did anyone think... hey! there's a show that needs to be put up so we should strike our (well, the senior's) show? NO. ok, today the sub wouldn't let them in... did any one think to call aladren or a senior to again save the day? what about monday and tuesday? oh! i know where they were. cosmo. bullshitting. it's reatrded. i'm feeling so taken advantage of. and now, the freshman loose a day of reharsal because we are striking a show that was put up by us. bullllshit. what are there people going to do? they cannot realy on spoon feedings. they all have talent but no drive. i'm so upset by this, and so dissapointed. they let down the seniors, they let down the freshman. not to mention i found moldy food scattered about today. i'm so done. i was never like this as an underclassmen. like i said, i earned my keep. good luck to the upcoming juniors, because at the rate thier going now (plus or minus a few) they're on the path to becoming my seniors. no drive. no care. THIS IS WHY I DESERVE A 100.