Monday, December 21, 2009

journal.

PG: I get a 100 because I sat through My Fair Lady...never has been a favorite of mine. Can respect it and all... but so not my thing. Musicals in general have never really been my thing, but I don't particularity like the music in this one and Eliza is annoying. Whatever. It is what it is.

Journaling is such a pain in the ass. I'm editing my film and recording on my NEW FLIP! woot. Ok, this is all I'm writing, bye :]

Thursday, December 17, 2009

My brother goes for surgery tomorrow.

PG: 100, because i found out i need to be more financially responsible. uhm... we did college stuff and watched my fair lady again and we still didn't finish it.

today wasn't too eventful. we watched my fair lady and continued with the college folders. i had to go to peer mediation today because this kid is a giant, discriminatory tool. oh, and everyone on my bus (including some openly gay students) are LIVID with moryiah's "article" in the newspaper. yay for the up coming rebuttals.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

PG: Today I deserve a 100 because we watched My Fair Lady and I got it. Also, as the freshman were crying and texting me about what happened today, I was a good senior and talked them thorough it.

Today was the first time you crushed the freshman. I feel bad because I know how much it sucks, but then again I don't because I know how helpful it is. i had a nice, long talk with Kesley on the way home and explained to her the whole "life style vs. hobby" thing. The reason I'm so protective and ready to help the freshies is because I didn't have seniors who could do that for me. They were all good people, but on a professional level I only learned what NOT to do from them. I'm hoping I can teach them enough that they reach their freshman some of the things I've taught them.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

The 25 Days of Christmas Starts Tonight!

...and I'm missing it, thank you, college.

PG: Today I deserve a 100 because I actually taught the freshman how to do things before I had them do them. Javi, Hopey, and I taught Michelle, John, and Jessica the correct and safe way to re-construct the orchestra pit. I also taught the freshman how to paint the right way and how to care for paint the right way. Yay me for attempting to spare our materials.

Today was so effing frustrating. If you don't know how to do something, have someone teach you. Just because you're a "senior" doesn't mean you know everything. Swallow your pride and ask for some help. I ask Dan and Matt for help like, everyday when it comes to tech because they could kick my ass at it everyday of the week. But at least I try. Just because I was an actor for the majority of my time here is not an excuse for me to not know how to paint the correct way or to not know how to hang a light or to not know how to put the orchestra pit back together. It's annoying when you're a no-it-all... like Matt. But at least he can back up 90% of what he says he knows about. If you have nothing to back it up with, please, do us all a favor and sit the fuck down and remove yourself from the teaching side of the senior class. And I totally understand that some of the seniors have not been here for as long as the others. I'm totally aware that some of us have the upper hand... but if you're going to be "a senior" act like one. And another thing that bothers me? People incapable of making a decision. Like for real? Why do you need to run to me every time you need to decide something? YOU'RE A FUCKING SENIOR. MAKE A DECISION. Some of the freshman can make better decisions and HAVE made decisions more than certain seniors have... it's sad. It's really sad. I guess my point is regardless of your position in the senior class, it's never too late to learn something. We all, as a whole, learn new things from each other everyday, despite the fact that we all almost have different areas of study. Don't try and play top dog if you can't. And don't boss freshman around when you have no idea what you're doing.